#JANNAT2018 here we come!
The Story of Us.
After much personal deliberation, back-and-forth and consent from my better half (almost). I have decided to open the doors to my wedding journey on my website! Currently: nervous, elated, scared and the happiest I have ever been.
I’d like to remember how I feel today..forever. The wedding countdown is on. Even though its a mixed bag of emotions, I have never felt so comfortable and confident in being myself. And that has a lot to do with with my Fiancé Jaz aka Jaswinder Gill. He truly is the reason for all my laugh lines. I got lucky. And I know it.
Maybe its just me, but I love capturing and holding onto moments and feelings like this. Maybe this explains my love for photographs? Its like capturing the feels in a visual snapshot forever that you can re-visit and re-feel.
I have been super busy with my regular full time job, my foray into academia, launching this website and afcourse wedding planning. It feels like I have 4 jobs right now but I wouldn't have it any other way. Even though everyday is a 'rise and grind' kind of day, I go to bed at the end of each day feeling accomplished and roaring to take on the next. My gratitude exercise has also helped me bring a certain calm and acceptance into my day (see: https://www.mannatsmode.com/blog/goodnight-gratitude).
This by no means = me jumping out of bed every morning to start the day. The childhood tradition of Ms. Morning Grumps continues to this day. This also doesn't mean everything goes according to plan and the way I want it to. There is for sure struggle days where you get nowhere and frustrations that seem impossible to solve in the moment. But alas! Like everything... it sorts itself out.
So here I am! Taking you on my wedding journey through this tab! I am so so excited to share this with you all. And as I close out writing this post at Remedy Cafe in Edmonton at 8pm, my phone just flashed. Its him. " I can't wait to have you beside me for the rest of my life".
Four months to go.
Love and Light,